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Sunday, 09 August 2009

  • shall i

    shall i go to the US?
    shall i go to australia/UK?
    shall i go HOME?
    shall i stay?

    it's so tempting. 4 years + fellowships leading to a Consultant position?
    but there will be no change to the plan no matter where i'm going
    intern,projects,attachments,courses,usmle->mrcp/s,projects->so on ononononononononono
    but where will i rest my family, youth, hobbies, health and opportunities?

    no answer.
    Not much time either.
    have to act NOW.

Sunday, 26 July 2009

  • i love

    i love renal
    and everything about the subject
    and the people.
    at least they care about the patient and there's always hope to another transplant and in other words, freedom

    I hope i can manage
    and hope the elation would last
    clubs clubs clubs!!!

Saturday, 25 July 2009

  • 7am to 8pm

    7am- wake up to have a quick breakfast, a rotten pear on the road to hospital
    7:40am- print list and get all the blood results
    8:10am- go to hardwick to prepare notes for urgent renal bx for micheal mcdonnell
    8:50- at renal bx but dr mcgovern not there. ct didn't like people before 9
    9am- challenged by a REG " why no KUB CT? what's your reg bleep? " sweating with rigors. found the ct, didn't even bother to talk to the radiologist
    9:30am- checking bloods again, round myself
    10:30 counsultant ward round, so much to do
    11:00am- started to panic about organizoing scans
    11:20- sorted the nuclear renogram for one patient. urgent physio.
    12:00- got another job from conlon's team because zarrin is leaving pre-call
    12:30- quick lunch, soggy fish and chips
    1:20- filling in request
    2:00 conlon's bleep didn't stop ringing. micheal fox on the line waiting for warfarin.
    2:30 in radiology dep waiting to discuss. stupid nurses saying brgid carroll going NOW
    2:35- ran up startirs to sort out the d/c
    2:50- got another call in conlon's bleep but for a brown's patient. annette sheridan is giong now.
    3:20- sorted the other thing as well. the drug kardex was a mess
    4:00- another quick round with dr brown and surprised (not so...) as micheal mc donnell got his ct kub
    4:30 found dr given and luckily got all but 1 mri needed to be discussed with dr o'callaghan
    4:35- he's in party. helped by joe the mri ppl. he's a legend. although i dont' even know what he's talking about
    5:10am- go out finish out d.c
    5:30 pm- carmal giong for u2 concert. helped with line. tried 3 times, wasted 20 min
    6:00pm- dr brown sms "any luck with ct result thanks"
    7- finish all d/c leaving cert high tech forms, charted ct result
    7:20- tried coag on william richardson. he jerked and i couldnt' get the coag.
    8- leaving
    9pm- collapsed

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

  • gastroparesis

    I only learned today that gastroparesis is actually very uncommon, although i always thought its one of the most important complications that you will ever acquire as a complication of diabetes mellitus.
    So i called the Registra regarding the problem:
    A 73yo gentleman with a background of type 2 diabetes diagnosed 6 years ago accidentally who has also developed a lot of other complications big or small you name it-
    Pre- proliferative retinopathy
    Sensory Neuropathy- so many bloody ulcers
    Autonomic neuropathy- gets so many hypers and hypos, pancreas is crap
    Nephropathy- protein in urine ++++
    Htn
    Hyperlipidaemia

    And he's had 8 weeks history of vomitting and non bloody watery diarrhoea which happend 3 times every week regardless of time. Hence NOT nocturnal diarrhoea. Not ureamia related. NOT hypothyroid. Infection??? probably too well for that. Gastroparesis is the only thing that came up to my mind but as soon as he listened to my history he said: it's is very rare and it's NOT GASTROPARESIS.
    i'was shocked for a mo and he added "first of all it would be type 1 diabetes. 2ndly hba1c should be more that 7, thirdly they would have diabetes more than 10 years, fourthly they would have postprandial vomitting and on and on and on he rap off the endocrine stuff which i dont' really understand.

    I hope he did has gastroparesis, at least now i know i can prescribe metoclopramide to him and he'll disappear and live for symptom free for the next 20 years. Just too tired for endocrine. Draining my cells away, similar to hemolysis, bit by bit, i think my brain has shrunken by the meaningless, non intelligent thigns that i do on a daily basis.

    SHIT, and this is only the third week. When would i get out of the internship system?

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